hey everyone.....im loving that last entry.....man shes so damn beautiful i must be the luckiest guy around ....... anyway today has been a great day i feel as though ive been lifted ..... or maybe its the raw excitement to see my love in a couple of days who know but anyway sat is goin to be great....today was a easy ass day it was great. i got to watch 3 TE presentations taking up 2 and 4 period then in 3 we hung out with the spanish kids and ate toco bell .....ummm great stuff. well thankyou again for makin that post and your splash page there great... i love you kori (sweetness) :kisses:

peace, mike

To Mike: i love you baby.  Thankyou for everything, for your love, understanding, and trust.  You make getting up in the morning worthwhile.  When i keep on pushing through when all i really want is to just give up, you're the driving force behond me. I don't know where i'd be without you mike.

always yours; love,
~sweetness~

well that entry did nuthin but make the one true love of my life depressed i know it wasnt just that it was the figting we did today and the other fights...damn i wish i could quit throwin things outof proportion like i always do it wasnt  to say it was because of her i was like that it was meant ive been that way for the last 4 years and im sick of it and im wantin to change it. shit i guess i should of prolly said that though huh..... anyways im really goin to try and quit screwin up with kori cause if i dont were not goin to make it..but im really goin to quit do that and im extravigantly excited to go to that college there not only because of kori but im lovin the courses there and the price...im in a much better mood now though.....

peace mike

hi its me again, im feelin very emotionaly torn apart ....... and i cant stand it i go from bein extremely happy to extremely depressed in a matter of secs.... if feel alone and like no one cares..... i wish there was a way to get out of life. i mean not die because im not ready to die but im ready to get out of what im in now and i cant seem to do it. im feelin lost and i hate it. i wish i knew of a good way to make this all go away....im set life sux and im sick of thinkin its goin to get better then i wait and it doesnt it sux. but what can i do but just suck it up and take it ..... i think the reason i smoke so much is it helps me deal with it but i cant keep doin that because im startin to caugh up a storm. i just want to look in to the future and see if life gets better because im startin to loose site that it does.................................

peace mike

hi everyone its me..today is a great day come to think of it yesterday was a great day..i reunited with my old friends .... wow havent done that in awhile but yea . kori called me and sounded all serious last night and told me to go away from my friends cause we needed to talk.. i was like ohhh man this dont sound good...but it was great she just called to tell me that she loved me and that she was sorry for bein so distant lately i was like wow that really brightened my day i mean really...is it possible to love someone unconditionally then re fall in love with them even more...i dont know but when she did that and we talked i felt as though i had. but yeah me and kori are completely fine now and its great i love her soo much and i cant wait to see her and yes im countin down the day...call me what you will but i am. today we had a beasty ass practice it was great we came up with two new songs today and have lyrics for one of them it was great. i learned how to throw my guitar over my shoulder backwards now and its great. i started doin it by throwin it forwards once then backwards two times in a row with out stopin the guitar is looked beasty but damn it left marks...my neck is all tore up from the strap and man am i wishin i hadnt done that as many times. yeah we practiced for 5 hours straight today it was great. then i got home and started talkin to kori and we got to talkin about the college shes wantin to go to and damn i can see why it sounds pretty beasty, now im startin to lookin in too it two cause its got things there that caught my attention too and not to mention its madd cheap ... wouldnt that be great i was thinkin if she goes there i wasnt goin to get to see her much but now that i got an intrest and am startin to want to go there it could be great. well im done for now ttyl ...........I LOVE YOU KORI

peace mike

edit by kori: and the moral of the story ladies and gentlemen...it was great.